semangat bola-bola api Umaisarah

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SIAPA UMAISARAH??

Dia berani, cekal, tabah, tak kenal erti putus asa, gagah perkasa…!!
Umaisarah sesat di dalam hutan selama 19 hari semasa mengikuti ekspidisi mendaki Gunung Tahan. Umaisarah hanya minum air sungai untuk terus hidup dan bila terasa sgt lapar, dia akan minum air sungai sambil membayangkan sedang makan makanan yg enak. Satu persatu barang yang sangat penting untuk dia teruskan hidup di dalam hutan, HILANG hingga akhirnya tggl sehelai sepinggang. Beg yg bawa bekalan makanan hilang bila dia tergelincir di lereng bukit, kasut&cermin mata hilang bila dia terjatuh dalam sungai. aNNa kagum sebab aNNa memang suka camping, daki2 gunung, masuk hutan, masuk sungai dan aNNa tau keadaan Umaisarah mst sgt susah bila berdepan dgn macam2 masalah. aNNa ada kawan2 bersama kalau ada apa-apa kesusahan tapi Umaisarah hadapi semuanya seorang diri.

Mendaki gunung, untuk diri aNNa sendiri, memang cucah ciket sbb aNNa punya stamina yg takdela kuat mana. Berjaya sampai ke puncak pun sbb keinginan yg membuak2 nak sampai jugak ke atas. Dahla beg berat, rasa nak campak aje dalam gaung atau keluarkan baju2 n seluar lebih, kasik kat monyet. Sian monyet takde baju..heh~~ Umaisarah dah tak larat bawak beg dia, jadi dia turun bukit sambil campak beg. Dan akhirnya, beg dia hilang sbb tercampak dalam semak samun.

Masa aNNa join ekspidisi Ledang, kasut aNNa rosak. Masa naik OK, masa nak turun gunung..tapak kasut tercabut suda. Berjalanla aNNa dgn kasut yang bertapakkan stoking..kikiki! Cakit maa, pijak batu la, duri, ranting kayu..atoi!! Tapi, Umaisarah yg cekal terus berjalan, cari jalan keluar dgn hanya memakai stoking dan juga tanpa pakai cermin mata! Cermin mata Umaisarah hilang. Sungguh, hanya orang rabun akan mengerti. Kalau power spec setakat 100++ ok lagi, kalau sampai 500++. Berjalan macam separuh buta la jawabnya. Bayangkan kita pegang akar kayu untuk turun bukit yg curam, tapi sbb rabun, rupa-rupanya yang kita pegang bukan kayu tapi sebenarnya kita sedang berpaut pada seekor U.L.A.R. Huh..horror laa~~

Waktu malam dalam hutan mmg tersgtla sejuk, sbb pokok2 tambahkan kelembapan udara. aNNa mmg tak tahan sejuk, kalau pegi camping, mmg ready stoking extra yg kering. Kalau tak, mau cramp kaki sbb sejuk sgt. Tapi, Umai relax je..tidur tanpa khemah atau selimut dan mgkn dia tidur dalam keadaan baju yg lembap dan stoking yg basah. Cayalah Umai!! aNNa mmg kagum dgnmu.

Umai lemas masa terjatuh dalam sungai tapi akhirnya berjaya selamatkan diri. aNNa pun penah rasa macam mana perasaan org lemas. Tapi, aNNa sgt terror kerana lemas dlm keadaan memakai life jacket..kikiki! Busuk punya olang, pakai life jacket pon bley lemas..emm, tapi kawasan lemas tu agak thrill. aNNa and da’geng panggil area tu ‘washing machine’ sbb air terjun kat situ agak deras dan air berpusar2. aNNa tersalah skill masa ‘tubing’. Tube atau pelampung besar aNNa dah laju meluncur ke depan ikut arus sungai tinggalkan aNNa di belakang dan aNNa meluncur tanpa pelampung. Sgt terror, melantun2 atas batu..haha! Belakang badan menerima massage semulajadi yg tak terkira ‘nikmatnya’. aNNa tak dapat nak ‘brek’ sbb air sungai yg deras sgt hanyutkan aNNa terus ke air terjun lalu gedeboshhh…jatuh dalam ‘washing machine’, air terjun menekan2 kepala n badan smpi masok terus dlm washing machine. bLup..bLup..bLup. Pengalaman ngeri yang aNNa takkan lupa sampai bila2..Kecemasan yg berlaku menyebabkan aNNa telah menelan air sungai berjag2..buRp!!

Sekian cerita aNNa dan diselang-seli dgn cerita Umai. Dah tentu aNNa akan teruja dengan kes Umaisarah sesat di hutan sbb aktiviti yg Umai buat adalah aktiviti yang aNNa selalu buat dan sukai. aNNa dan kawan2 pengakap yg sudah bekerja sekarang mmg rindu dengan aktiviti redah hutan, masuk sungai, naik gunung dll. Tp, masih takde kesempatan lagi nak buat semuanya tu..huk huk!

To Umaisarah..Kamu mmg gadis yang hebat! aNNa suka~~

aidiladha 2009..(^_^)V~~

Enjoy da Pictures...(^_^)V~~

Raya haji kali ni, sgt seronok.. y?

Sebab semua adik beradik dpt balik kampung n berkumpul ramai-ramai..wee~~ Walaupun ada masalah tak cukup bilik, n tido je kat mana ruang yang ada..tapi tetap seronok dengan 'kesesakan lalu lintas' yang wujud dalam rumah..heh~ Askar-askar Tok Wan menambahkan lagi kemeriahan Aidiladha tahun ni. Makanan pun 'ramai' sungguh..Mamaku tak sudah2, asik masak masak masak..huhu~~ Sangat hepi katanya tgk anak cucu makan2 makanan dia buat. Ketupat palas siap ada 2 round, daging korban masak rendang, daging korban goreng2 kunyit, ikan patin stim, ikan patin tempoyak, ayam goreng, ayam masak merah..Pastu, buat laksam lagi..waduh2~ On the way back to KL, we all picnic kat Hutan Lipur Lentang..mandi manda dan makan-makan lagi..(^_^) ~~ Percutian yang sungguh meriangkan..lalalaaa~~~

negative thinking??

Because Of You... 
Artist: Kelly Clarkson

I will not make the same mistakes that you did
I will not let myself cause my heart so much misery
I will not break the way you did
You fell so hard
I've learned the hard way, to never let it get that far

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust
Not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake a smile, a laugh
Every day of my life
My heart can't possibly break
When it wasn't even whole to start with

I watched you die
I heard you cry
Every night in your sleep
I was so young
You should have known better than to lean on me
You never thought of anyone else
You just saw your pain
And now I cry
In the middle of the night
For the same damn thing

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side
So I don't get hurt
Because of you
I tried my hardest just to forget everything
Because of you
I don't know how to let anyone else in
Because of you
I'm ashamed of my life because it's empty
Because of you
I am afraid

Because of you..
Because of you...

Mahligaimu Dari Air Mataku

Mahligai Mu Dari Airmata Ku
Artis: Lestari

Izinkan diriku meluahkan rasa
Maafkanlah aku andai kau terasa
Biar kupaparkan apa yang terjadi
Moga engkau tak ulangi

Sungguh tak kusangka kau berpaling tadah
Setelah lamanya menjalinkan cinta
Dalam diam-diam kau sudah berpunya
Tanpa aku menyedari semuanya

Aku mendoakan agar kau bahagia
Bersama si dia insan yang kau suka
Percintaan kita tak sampai ke mana
Setakat di bibir saja sayang

Kau bina mahligai dari air mata
Yang jatuh berderai di wajah sepiku
Hancurnya hatiku bisa tak terkata
Terhumban rasa diriku

Oh aduhai ku masih ingati
Janji manis dan saat romantis
Kau pintaku supaya setia
Akhirnya kau yang berubah

Oh tuhanku tabahkan hatiku
Temukan ku dengan ketenangan
Jiwa ini dibelasah rindu tetapi apa dayaku

Kucuba pejam mata tapi tak terlena
Kerana ku masih teringat padamu
Begitu payahnya nak ku melupakan
Pernahkah engkau fikirkan oh sayang... 

Jiwang sunGGuh..lalala~~~
dicopypaste daripada laptop cik fair kesayangan. 

aNNa and tWilight

Today...again~~ watching Twilight with my beloved fwens -->> Farhana a.k.a Fair. I know she will like it..out from the dark box.. ''Ejan, aku nak belilah CD die. Twilight I pun aku nak cari jugak..'' See..Fair is oleady addicted to Twilight..hau hau hau~~

I juz love this moVie..hehehe! Yes, I knew..everything seems like 'ntah apa-apa' especially about those creatures, vampire and the wolf, but who cares?? aNNa still like it..haha~~

Edward Cullen..the vampire~~

Became so excited when tWilight was oleady in cinema until I can't wait for my eMi or siMaa anymore (both wanna hang out with aNNa to watch that moVie together). Last Monday, quickly finishing all my work at school, then fly to KLCC to meet EDWARD and BELLA..ahaks! **without eMi and siMaa..huhu!** To these kiuty frens..**Don't worry** I'll still spend my time for you both to watch JACOB..(^_^)V~~ Jacob?? huh~~

Can I say Bella is quite 'tamak'..? She even admits that she's selfish.. Dush!! Tak baikla Bella nih, kecian Jacob ku...(T_T). When Edward is gone, she spends most of the time with Jacob but when Edward is back to her.. ''Jacob pliz, don't make me choose because it's always been him'' Huwaa...kasihan Jacob ku.. **hik hik** Sejak bila pulak Jacob tu aNNa yg punya? Tp, kalau tak dapat Jacob, dapat biskut Marrie celup miLo pun jadilaa..ngeeee~~ Why la Stephenie choose *Jacob* for the wolf man. John ke, Jackson ke, Jericho ke..Ni Jacob, cam biskut Jacob meyhh~~ What ever it is, Jacob is so so cute plus, da very da protective guy.

Aish, lucky nya Bella, 2 guys are over protected onto her! I think this is one of the best point on how twilight make all the girls fall in love to him.. =D Sampai ke toilet pun, the girls keep talking about Edwards and Jacob..heheh! One more character that I love most..Alice! Edward's sister.. sWeet + beautiful + happy go lucky + kind hearted + brilliant and bla bla bla... Its all hers..heh~ aNNa really likes all those kind of 'sifat'. Sangat best!

Jacob..the wolf~~

Hmm..imagine, if aNNa is Bella..yes..I'll also stick to my first love, Edward. Not because he is my 1st love, only 1 point for Edward to get an extra credit. Guess what?? B-coz of his handsome face...? NO~~ B-coz he is taller than Jacob....? NO~~~ B-coz he is so romantic..? NO~~ The answer is because Edward is cOOL! He hardly showing out his anger but Jacob...cepat marah meyyhh~~ auuuMMMmm!!

OCTOBER
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NOVEMBER
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DECEMBER
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JANUARY...

Huhuh, Bella is counting the days. Month after month, Edward never shows his self anymore, he's leaving. This part is so touching, touching my heart..ahaks! Feel like wanna cry..eh, aNNa memang dah cry setitis dua..haha! poyos~~ Tears rolled over my cheeks. Oh..no~~ I'm wearing mascara. I wiped quickly under my eyes to prevent any smudges. Suddenly thinking of Watson or Guardian..need the waterproof make up..haha!

So sad lah, when Bella keep waiting for Edward. It's really *menyakitkan* when we are waiting for something that will never come out. No matter how fast we ran, we couldn't catch up. No matter how loud we called but it never turned..uwaa~~ SEDEY! SEDAY! Sob..sob..sob.. The stories really shows the disappointment, the waves of the pain lapping at her (Bella), washed over the head and pulling her down to the earth and finally she become so 'serabut'.. Hooho, tu dia..teruk nyeh~ Hmm, I can see how 'serabut' Bella is when she losted Edward but Bella is tough, owiz trying to be tough, showing to her friends that she's okay and keep smiling. Cewah...pandai-pandai je menyelami hati orang.

Issabella Swan...the human~~ hoho!

However, I think it's gOOd! Told to yourself and your friend that you are strong. Of course you are still upside and down at the early stage but one day, you will be fully strong!! These happens to my friends and oso to my ownself. My friend keep saying.. ''Aku kuat Ejan'' My other friend said ''Wan, orang rasa orang dah kuat skang ni'' And after a week, after a month.. They come back to me with a different feeling.. ''Ejan, aku rindu dia'' The other said.. ''Wan, orang teringat sgt2 kat dia, tak tahulah kenapa'' But, its okay, its alright and its normal! Just bear in minds that nobody can change the sad things to the happy mood for us, because the incredible power is in our hands. The most important is we have to move, to move forward. Siapa sokong aNNa? Angkat kaki anda sekarang..haha~~ Hmm, happy me..(^_^). Secured by my circle of girlfriendzzZ. I know my friends are all trying so hard to recover everything and I know they will make it! Me too~~ ahaks!

And Now..
Anna is waiting for Twilight III: ECLIPSE...yuMMy~~